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guilty Well, Quick update.
Karma may have just bitten me in the ass. On Thursday betsy and Stephanie and I all went out and had a lovely day. I was supposed to call Bets last night. i was tired so I didn't, she said she'd see me this morning. I figured she didn't want to be bothered last night anyway, and her cell doesn't work in the house anyway. I've been running around crazy since 8:30 today, and all sorts of shit has gone wrong. Loosing stuff, finding stuff, wrestling with stuff etc. I am stressed and distracted. So I call this morning, the answering machine (at her parents house) picks up. I'm annoyed, hang up, and say "Damn you Betsy, you fucking dirty bitch" I wasn't even really that mad, I was really cursing at everything, and Betsy's name just caught the brunt. But no one was supposed to hear that. People say stupid shit to themselves all the time. Well, my Dad heard me and scolded me "I hope you come back with a little less filthy of a mouth". I made some snotty retort and went to call betsy on her cell. I pushed the on button, nothing happened. again. nothing happened. I may never have hung up at all. There is a distinct possibility that all I said is recorded on Betsy's family's answering machine. I'm a total ass. if anyone has been reading this journal and hoping I would get my come-up-ance, I've got it. Even if it didn't leave a message, which seems inevitable given my behavior and extreme wave of guilt, I still feel bad having said it at all. Oh well, at the very worst she'll hate me forever. which I guess was inevitable anyway. I feel awful though. truly awful. I called her cell 2 times more, once warning her of the message and telling her that it truly wasn't directed at her. and her house twice more. I guess I could have pretende it wasn't me, I didn't say anything indicating who I was, but I'm sure they'd recognize my voice anyway.
I'm going to go finish packing my shit up. Eat my "I'm-a-total-bitch-humble-pie". and then I'll be off to Nevada, after my moms party. I hope everyone here stays safe sound and happy. Christelle, tell your Grandpa and Alison that they were great neighbors and I'll miss them.
Stay Safe everyone!!!!See you when I get home (hopefully a better person)
August 7 2005, 02:10:44 UTC 6 years ago
I will certainly tell my family...its so sad to think that we are going to be the last of the original families to leave in the last 30 years...making room for new families to nest for 30 years...the cycle of that court facinates me.... :)